In the past years, I really felt that I did not have the grace of God at all, but today I thought about it carefully, only to find that I am full of grace! The past three years were the poorest of my life, I didn’t get any support from anyone, and the travel agency was also the hardest industry. I have been working hard in the seminary for the past three years. Although I can’t say that the Bible is fully understood, at least I know Some truths, and will not be deceived by secular lying politicians, let alone believe in those hypocritical antichrists! If, these 3 years without God's grace, I really can't keep going on! There was simply no way I would survive, let alone go to seminary! Why am I capable of going to seminary? Why should I not work and study? Even if I want to work, I can't make any money! This is the truth"! But today I can fully witness the glory of God, God is not a poor God! God is indeed the Lord of justice, faithfulness and provision! It is because of God's provision that my daughter can successfully graduate from NYU, at least she didn't study the university as a medical school longer!

For the past three years, I have not had any support or help from anyone! Therefore, I am more confident: Thank God! God is not stingy! God gave me the toughest circumstances, and He is indeed the kind of God who keeps making it harder! It is indeed not easy to completely trust God, but God is worthy of our trust! Some people rely on chariots, others rely on horses, but I rely on the promise of Jehovah God of hosts! What God says, He will surely fulfill. Indeed, on the first day my daughter started studying at NYU, I kept thinking: Will she be able to complete this arduous journey? I know she works very hard, and I know she studies very hard! But what disappoints us is often not "Ability" but "Money"! NYU has always been an expensive private school, and the consumption level in Manhattan is too expensive! Today we only ate 3 baguettes at a roadside stand, and it cost us $38. This can eat 3 lunch boxes in Flushing, and there is no drink. Think about how terrible the consumption in Manhattan is?

God really gave me a lot of grace! I've been walking a lot lately! Because I want my parents to walk more! I have to walk with them, especially my dad, the only thing that interests him is playing mahjong and sleeping! I force them to go out and walk every day! The more motionless the elderly, the lazier they will exercise. Although, they often complain to me: Why not drive? When they develop the habit of walking, their bodies will gradually become healthier and their lung capacity will be better! So, I also thank God for my parents! As long as parents are free from illness and pain, it is the best blessing for parents and children! My parents just haven't seen any big scenes, they are country bumpkins like me!

Walking on the streets of Manhattan, my mother saw an 80-year-old naked old woman, who was at least 80 years old, and even took pictures with others naked to make money. This is indeed very sad! Mom asked: Why does she do this kind of work? I said: She has no money! Why did Manhattan become a place haunted by ghosts and monsters? Why are more and more women inseparable from "prostitution"? For "prostitution" women, many have their own different reasons, but I want to tell every single mother with children: Don't believe in the power of "money"! Don't even believe that "prostitution" will improve your financial situation! The only thing we can believe in is "God"! He is the only God! He is the only "Creator"! God must have the ability to provide for our needs, but do we have the determination to trust God? If you ask me: how does God provide? I have no idea! God has his own way of giving grace, God will use different ways for everyone, we only need to do one thing - trust God wholeheartedly! It is not easy to have complete faith, but we just need to know that He is a perfectly righteous God! He will surely "reward" those who are truly righteous and good!