Yesterday, a pastor shared this verse with me: (Mark 16:17) And these signs shall follow those who believe; In my name shall they cast out devils; they shall speak with new tongues. ~ I've experienced many miracles, so I believe in miracles! How many people with depression and cancer have I healed? Of course I believe in God's healing power! I've cast out demons, and of course I believe Christians have the ability to cast out demons so! Of course I speak in tongues; speaking in tongues should be a basic skill for a gifted Christian! If you ask me if I believe in the power of prayer, I certainly do!
Yesterday, I went to Flushing to sing hymns. Usually, I avoid places where there are Christians. I don't want to steal the sheep! I did meet some Christians singing hymns in front of the library yesterday, and I joined in. Why? I hadn't met a single Christian in New York for 15 years. Why? Because I specifically avoid Christians! I used to not be a Christian, but I hated Christians! Why did I hate Christians? Because when I was in Taiwan, I often heard Christians say, "If you don't believe in Jesus, you'll definitely go to hell." Does that make people angry? In the past, as soon as I heard someone was a Christian, especially one who cursed me to hell, I would immediately cut off contact! Why should I go to hell and I haven't done anything evil? And you, who talk so much about morality but do so many evil things, go to heaven? Just because you believe in Jesus, you can go to heaven? I used to wonder: Is your God, a God, really God? Or is he the devil? That's why, after being tricked into joining a church by a classmate in 1997, I deliberately avoided Christians for 15 years until I was baptized in 2012 and finally accepted Christianity! I can understand why Muslim countries are so disgusted with Christians! Ever since Israel began massacring Palestinians, I've wondered: Do I believe in the "true God"? Or am I believing in the same devil that Israel believes in? Every winter, I feed sparrows. Why do I feed them in winter? Because it's hard for sparrows to find food! What I didn't expect was that Israel would actually block aid and food from entering Gaza! The Israeli government is actually allowing Palestinians to starve to death! From the perspective of the Israeli government and Christians who support Israel, we do not believe in the same God! The God I believe in will never slaughter innocent lives, much less starve innocent people to death! Jehovah God originally wanted to exterminate the Israelites, but He still sent down manna from heaven to feed Israeli, while Israel is restricting UN food supplies, starving the Palestinians to death! I often pray and ask God: Why do you allow Israel's evil deeds? God says: He is waiting for Israel's evil deeds to reach their limit, and He will exterminate Israel just as He did Sodom and Gomorrah!!
Many Christians may not understand why God would take Krik, such a good person. Honestly, if God had wanted to spare Krik's life, would it have been possible? Of course, it is possible, but God did allow Krik to be shot! I'm sorry! I'm not the kind of Christian that politically correct pastors want me to be, and I don't want to be politically stigmatized. I could go into politics, and I have friends with political backgrounds, but I know God won't allow me to do that! Why? Because after entering politics, I'm bound to stray from "holy truth"! I'm not like most Christians who support Krik! It's not because of my political beliefs. I disagree with Krik, that because he supports Israel's massacre of the Palestinian people, which completely violates God's justice! Furthermore, Krik can oppose homosexuality, transgender people, and abortion, but he can't criticize their character. Krik even considers them evil! In my eyes, homosexuals, transgender people, and people who have had abortions are all "patients"! And why was I standing outside the library singing hymns yesterday? Because I heard some Christians saying, "Judgment! Go to hell!" Yesterday was the Mid-Autumn Festival celebration in Flushing, but a group of people were cursing people to hell outside the library. Do you think that's appropriate??
Many Christians and pastors think that because they are Christian pastors, their character and morals are superior to others! Honestly, I don't know where those Christians and pastors get their confidence from. I just hope every Christian remembers what they said: God will judge the world, and we will be judged after death! Judgment after death is a reality in many religions! Doesn't Buddhism have the judgment of Yama? Doesn't Hinduism believe in reincarnation? The key point is: What criteria do you think God uses to judge people? Does God really judge people based on their belief in Jesus or not? Of course not! Those who believe in God will not do evil! Those who don't believe in God will inevitably do evil! The devil also believes in God, but Devil thinks his power is greater than God's. Or perhaps he's just like the serpent who said to Eve: "Eat the fruit of the knowledge of good and evil, and you will not surely die!" This "not surely die" could mean God was just saying it casually, or it could be a test of God's mercy. Why did Krik die? Krik was killed because of his words and actions! As for the pastors' "seed theory," I completely disagree! If Krik had produced "good fruit," he wouldn't have been shot! If someone truly produces "good fruit," not only will people protect him, but God will protect him too! Trump's ear-severing bullet might have been his own doing, but I want to tell Trump: Nothing hidden will remain undiscovered! Finally, why doesn't God allow me to go into politics? I've always told God: Politics is the fastest way to change people's life! God asks: What is a good life? What do the American people lack right now? God asked me: Do you think the American people's daily necessities are worse than those in the wilderness? The answer was: No! He asked: What do the American people truly need? God asked me two questions, and I want to ask everyone: Is Jesus a Republican? Or a Democrat? Does God support capitalism? Or communism? God wants me to find the answers! Then I'll understand why God doesn't allow me to go into politics! I believe you are all smarter than I am!!
