When I prayed yesterday, I especially thanked God for giving me a good brother! My brother passed away nearly 2 years ago and I miss him very much! He is a very nice person! He deserves God to take him back to heaven so early. One thing about my brother is very bad. If he has money, he will spend it all. If he has delicious food, he will invite everyone to eat it! I have never been short of money since I was a child! I don’t know why I haven’t been short of money since I was a kid! I never borrow money from others, but I often lend money to others! Whenever my brother has pocket money, he must buy it immediately. Sometimes I would buy something to treat him to, and he would often buy something to treat me. My brother had a fever when he was a child, so his IQ stayed at 8 years old. It is because his IQ stayed at 8 years old, so he is really kind! From childhood until his death, he never did anything to hurt others! Why do I thank God for giving me a brother with a low IQ? Because he is really kind, and I learned "kindness" from him! Last night, I told a sister: Those who can suffer losses are the truly capable ones! A capable person is a person who is willing to give! Our society has become too snobbish! The United States is a country where everything is upside down! We admire those who are "profits full of hearts" and whose hearts are "full of deceit." We worship those immoral and inhuman devils as gods. All I can say is: Americans are indeed pitiful! To be honest, I have never admired anyone in my life, but I really admire my brother! My brother was bullied since childhood, but he can still live so kindly and happily! He is indeed my lifelong learning goal! That's why I thank God!
I remember, on the first night when my brother was hospitalized, he already came to say goodbye to me! The elder brother said: Sister, I have to leave! Take good care of your mother! I asked him: Why don't you stay? You may not believe it, but God did give my brother the right to choose. God told me: It’s not that God wants to take my brother away, but that my brother doesn’t want to stay in this world at all! I did have a conversation with my brother, and he said: I don’t want to stay in this world, this world is really a terrible place! My brother said: I will wait for you in heaven! I believe my brother will be waiting for me in heaven! I remember, after I saw my brother for the last time, I told my mother: What should I do if my brother doesn’t want to stay in this world? My brother has been lying in the hospital bed for nearly a week, and my mother has been hoping that I can save him, and I have been praying for him! God is truly loving! God told me: You can save him! I know I can really save him, but my brother doesn’t want to live in this world at all! Even after I finished talking to him, he didn't miss this world at all! He only said: Take good care of mom! The last time I saw my brother, he left this world very happy! After these two years, I am very happy that my brother has left this world! I believe this world does not deserve "kind people"! So, I was very grateful to God last night! Thank God that my brother has not suffered in his life! The biggest pain in my brother's life is being laughed at by others! Thank you Lord! My brother was laughed at because of his low IQ, and I was often laughed at after becoming a Christian, and I feel nothing now!!
What is everyone in this world pursuing? I told my sisters: My requirements for life are getting lower and lower, as long as I have enough food and enough food! I said: We are all sojourners. We don’t know when we will leave this world. What do I need so much money for? I think capitalists all over the world are very pathetic! In fact, I don’t know what capitalists are proud of? Is having money really something to be proud of? Is having money really a big deal? Is the money you have in the world really yours? Is it worth it for you to do so many crazy things for money? Capitalists believe in the devil! The god in the minds of capitalists is the devil, magic, and mammon! I can guarantee these crazy rich people who use unfair means to make money: You will definitely suffer in this life, you will still suffer after death, and you will definitely be burned again and again in the lake of fire after death!!
Don’t think I’m making up my own story! You people who are rich and unkind think too much! Why am I bored making up stories! What good does making up these stories do me? Does it make any difference to me if the lake of fire has less people like you or more people like you? I said: I have never been short of money since I was a child! You bully those poor people, you can't bully me! God is faithful! God has given me many temptations, and He has always allowed me to experience the pain of life. He has also allowed me to experience pain that many people will not experience. You may think that I should be full of resentment towards this world! To be honest, I will not be full of resentment towards the world! I only feel that those capitalists are very pathetic, and I also feel that American peoples are very pathetic! Why do I think capitalists and American peoples are so pathetic? Capitalists and Americans alike have wrong "values"! Americans and capitalists both hold "utilitarian" values! In the minds of Americans and capitalists: Rich people are above all! I believe many people in the world look down upon my brother, but I think he is the most amazing person! I want to ask: Who has the ability to be bullied and looked down upon by others all his life and still remain kind? I want to ask again: Who can truly not care about other people’s opinions? My brother did it! Capitalists and Americans are pitiful! What do you pursue in your life? You pursue "money" all your life, you will be a "slave of money" all your life! In your eyes, "money" is used to measure "human value". This is indeed sad! I won't change my values! Because it is impossible for me to study ~ those people I look down on! Some people say: People under the eaves have to bow their heads! Very simple! I don’t live under the same roof as the capitalists, so I don’t need to bow to these people! I believe in my God too! I believe God will never let me bow to the devil! I will never compromise with the devil in my life! This is me! I said: I want to learn from my brother and be kind to death! Being "kind" not means that easy bully by evil people! First of all, people who "bully good" must be "afraid of evil"! I will never show mercy to those who "deceive good and fear evil"! (Matthew 10:16) Behold, I send you forth as sheep in the midst of wolves: be ye therefore wise as serpents, and harmless as doves. ~The Bible teaches us to be gentle as doves, and wise as snakes! Doves care for good people! Snakes must against with the devil! The Bible does not teach Christians to be " foolish of being kind"!!
